Like a moth to a flame

Sometimes you just have to wonder about your own behaviour. When you knowingly put yourself in a situation that will only lead to you feeling shit and depressed, you have to ask yourself where these masochistic tendencies come from. You know there's no point, it won't lead anywhere, but for those short good moments you sacrifice your own mental well-being. Why?? It really isn't worth it... At the time it might feel like it is, but it's not. You're just being an idiot...